Wednesday, May 16, 2007

The waiting game

My second countdown towards results has been nerve wracking as hell. Sometimes the days pass quickly, on others I feel like I’m waiting to learn if the State Bar of California has decided to grant my clemency application or whether they’ll use me to blow through a few fuses with Old Sparky.

Obviously things could be much worse - I’ll spare you the Honigsberg-style lecture on how we could all be born in a malaria infested, war-torn country without arms or legs and forced to walk uphill both ways... Nevertheless, its been hard to cut through the waves of panic and dread to think of anything but the 25th of May. I’m sick of the waiting game, sick of the bar dominating virtually every facet of my life, and ready to move on and away from this shit once and for all.

12 comments:

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Anonymous said...

I know how you feel. I have to take the bar for the third time in July, and it's depressing knowing I'll be in the same exact place in July 2007 that I was in July 2006.

(I deleted the above comment because of a grammar error... I'm way too OCD about spelling and grammar!)

Anonymous said...

Believe me, no one is sicker of having to do this crap again than me. But try and be chill about the results, come what may. It's normal to be nervous, but I've come to see that the psychological element is an enormous part of rocking this exam. Once you stop feeling like the exam can hurt you - whether pass or fail - then passing becomes ever closer. That was my hard 3 year lesson.

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